Should’ve kept on taking the placebo.
Perhaps try eastern medicine?
Also, Jordan Peterson claims his daughter came up with an all meat diet that helped with his arthritis and depression. Not saying that it’ll really work for you, but perhaps you could also use trial and error to see which food helps and which food screws up your mood. Diet or gut bacteria for sure can have an effect on depression, but not sure if we really have any real scientific way to back that up...
Anyway, if you feel like talking, surely this forum is still full of folks willing to talk and assist in whatever way necessary. Hang in there dude.
For everyone here, my phone is on.
It may be in mute, but it is always on and I check it regularly.
Sorry to hear about everyone's bad times.
In local news, a good buddy's wife has been diagnosed with an aggressive form of breast cancer. Estimated stage 2a, and they're figuring on a double mastectomy. We all know each other from high school and college.
Sorry to hear that man.
Hopefully she lived longer than my mother before cancer got her (few days before her 50th).